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so i was watching the news and this 2nd grader wrote this to the president, vice president, and a congressman. biden was the only one to respond yet. LITERALLY.
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I’d swim across Lake Michigan
I’d sell my shoes
I’d give my body to be back again
In the rest of the room
To be alone with you
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this.
I was literally singing this at the top of my lungs last night and my friends thought I lost my mind…it’s relevant now, guys!!!
It means beginning, the start. Which is kind of backwards, considering we’re sitting at the very end of a four-year journey. It’s supposed to be celebrating new beginnings, opening new doors, recognizing our accomplishments but focusing on going onwards and upwards, to bigger and better things. We have a keynote speaker who tells us all about figuring out who you are, and a president who encourages us to go off into the world with the knowledge we have and make it a better place.
It’s true that this is a new beginning, but it’s hard to focus on that next step when so many other things are ending. The friendships we found, which challenged and enriched and rewarded us, are suddenly long-distance in the span of a three-hour ceremony. The professors that grounded us and taught us the things we needed to know- most of them not even academic- will not be close by for support. After four years of standing together, we have to walk off alone.
I spent almost all of my college career trying to get away- a semester off campus, many frustrated nights wishing I were anywhere else, hurrying home at each break. My dreams were trapped, enclosed in the bubble of Greencastle, Indiana, and I put forth all my effort in making them a reality. Today, I walked across that stage, took my diploma in hand and suddenly the cage was broken. I have the freedom to go anywhere- the freedom to follow those dreams to where I’ve worked so hard to reach- but instead I cling desperately to the familiar. The things I strived so hard to break away from- my school’s limitations, the unfair policies, the several times I considered transferring- all disappeared, and suddenly I wanted every moment back. One more night with my friends, one more inside joke, one more voice lesson, one more chance to sing in my choir. I have been given a lifetime of freedom, and all I want is one more day.
We will move on. We will live, because that’s how the world works. But when you hear people talking about their “college years”, you don’t realize that you’re living them and they’ve come and gone. I am excited to embrace my new adventure, but that is mixed with a hefty dose of terror. I wonder if I am capable of doing this without the people that pushed, shoved, and dragged me through undergrad when I thought I’d never make it. Our University President says that we are ready to take on the world. That we have gifts we need to share with the world, and there is a lot I want to give. But that doesn’t calm the feeling that things will never be the same again, and that I spent so much time angry, but want nothing more than to go back and do it all over again.
‘If i murder someone, she’s the person i’d call to help me drag the corpse across the living room floor. She’s my person.’ - (S08E19 x S09E11)
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1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.
2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.
3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.
4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.
5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.
7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.
8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.
9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.
10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.
Live. Live.
Live.
Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.
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